Never, Ever

Sitting in my room, staring at the wall, I can't believe it's happening Once so wonderful, now, life's a twisted kind of reality, a fantasy Don't know where to begin Saw your love for me vanish in a single moment of stupidity Nightmare this may be, but it is not a dream, ooh I want to scream; a broken heart still bleeds Never ever talk, never ever smile Knowing that my life won't be the same Never ever touch, never ever feel I will never hear you call my name?again In my dreams I see, see you come to me; a memory of times of old Waking up, I realize Hell's as cool as ice and the touch of sin did get me in Nothing burns like the cold Never ever talk, never ever smile Knowing that my life won't be the same Never ever touch, never ever feel I will never hear you call my name As we sin, so do we suffer I've fallen from grace, want to turn back time and make it undone Never ever talk, never ever smile Knowing that my life won't be the same Never ever touch, never ever feel I will never hear you call my name Never ever talk, never ever smile All I see: a future full of fear Never ever touch, never ever feel I can never whisper in your ear?I'm sorry