Broken

I’m in that place again. I couldn’t soon forget the pain I felt that night. Taken away my life, there’s nothing left inside, please still my beating heart. I’m every thing I hate. Failed to be what I need. I hate my life. (I’m ending) no more to hide. (revealing) It makes me sick as I live through it. Prepare to die. I lie in this bed I made. Bury me far away. No more I need the air I breath. Save me, from myself. I’m quickly losing control. Stripped away, bare I lay, without eyes I see You clearly. Your breaking me (so I can) so I can see (I need You.) This pain I feel is sweet surreal, I can see tonight. I don’t want to feel this pain inside. Now I know what it feels like to lose my mind. But I would rather feel this death inside, than not to ever know what it’d be like, to feel alive.