Sick in the Head

I gotta find my way outta hell- I gotta find my way alone I see myself dead by suicide by a knife, gun, a blade- or hanging high Will I be safe or will I die can I stop the voices deep inside, my mind Dead to me- you re dead to me- you re dead to me, all dead to me Oh my fucking God! I'm a victim I've lived through disaster- pushed too far this is a reaction I hate your lies. I hate my life Dead to me- you re dead to me- you re dead to me, all dead to me Oh my fucking God! I'm a victim I've lived through disaster- pushed too far this is a reaction- to you I hate your lies. I hate my life Hoping I ll find a way, a way to live, dead together A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear I can't take it- I won't make it, I ll just hate it- I can't take it I won't make it- I just hate it, I can't take it I can't change it- I can't take it- I can't take it, I won't make it Dead to me- you re dead to me- you re dead to me, all dead to me Dead dead you re soon to be dead I put a 12-gauge under my chin Dead to me- you re dead to me- you re dead to me, all dead to me Oh my fucking God! I'm a victim I've lived through disaster- pushed too far this is a reaction died a thousand times again and again-in my mind- I have died I have slowly withered