Crying Out for Help

I'm starring at your pillow and I'm wide awake I never even listened to you why'd you stay I'm always on a mission and it slides away I think I just unbalanced the seesaw Crying out for help just happy I'm living Crying out for help decisions, decisions Crying out for help And no one ever listens to me I'm a victim run off the richter scale I invented to make myself feel better About waving my crown Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down I'm a victim run off the richter scale I invented to make myself feel better About waving my crown Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down I tried to make you smile in a lousy way I find it hard to see you like a cloudy day No fucking excuses for the way I behave I never seem to finish the jigsaw I'm crying out for help just happy I'm living I'm crying out for help decisions, decisions I'm crying out for help And no one ever listens to me I'm a victim run off the richter scale I invented to make myself feel better About waving my crown Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down I'm a victim run off the richter scale I invented to make myself feel better About waving my crown Laying me down when I'm down when I'm down When I'm down Woo him back was heading down the same road Something's changed though Everybody whispers something they know I've been crying over the rainbow And my cheese got the same glow And my voice got my same tone Bind to define happiness Happy not , happiness Back to the same old same old same old And I lust success, but identify success in love Obsess in luxuries and her tend to touch I just surrender to drugs I'm just a half empty mug And no one ever listens to me I'm a victim run off the richter scale I invented to make myself feel better About waving my crown Lying me down when I'm down when I'm down I'm a victim run off the richter scale I invented to make myself feel better About waving my crown Lying me down when I'm down when I'm down When I'm down