It's Been Awhile

Its been a while Since I could... Hold my head up high Its been a while Since I first saw you Its been a while Since I could stand On my own two feet again And its been a while Since I could call you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem Consequences that Ive rendered Have stretched myself beyond my means Its been a while Since I could say That I wasnt addicted Its been a while Since I could say I loved myself as well and... Its been a while Since Ive gone and fucked things up Just like I always do Its been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when Im with you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem Consequences that Ive rendered Gone and fucked things up again... again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day But then I go an fuck things up again Its been a while Since I could... Look at myself straight Its been a while Since I said Im sorry Its been a while Since Ive seen the way The candles light your face Its been a while But I can still Remember just the way you taste Everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem To me... I know this pain Can I blame this on my father? He did the best he could for me Its been a while Since I could... Hold my head up high Its been a while Since I said Im sorry