Scared

I cannot find the words to explain how I feel I´m drowned in tears, can´t go on this way is this real? I am distressed, I run away before I do something I don´t wanna da don´t break my will I will be alone, broken till you´re gone I´m not scared/of what the future will bring I´m not scared/won´t miss out on anything I´m not scared/I´ve got to keep on moving I´m not scared/Not this time, not this time why can´t I just be above such thing, I blame it on, myself cuz this is all my fault, or maybe not, it must be mine or why else should everyone be mad at me? It´s always my fault and never yours you little piece of shit I will be alone, broken till you´re gone