Lying from You

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see When I pretend to forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay I'm just trying to fill the truth I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be So I'm lying away from you No, no turning back now I want to be closed inside So let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone No turning back now Than anywhere on my own 'Cause I can't see No, no turning back now The very worst part of you Is me I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person really is me and I'm trying to fill the truth The more I push the more I'm pulling away 'Cause I'm lying my way from you No, no turning back now I want to be closed inside So let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone No turning back now Than anywhere on my own 'Cause I can't see No, no turning back now The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this You No turning back now I want to be closed inside So let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone No turning back now Than anywhere on my own 'Cause I can't see No, no turning back now The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me