How Many Times?

How many times I couldn't sleep Cause I saw you dying in my dreams, How many times you lied to me, Raised my hopes and I believed So many times you went away Even though you promised me to stay, You always said soon it'll be ok But till today nothing's changed [Chorus:] And now I know it's too late, You lost your soul, you will never change, A strand of mine wasn't strong enough, You choose this life instead of love, Now I know it's too late, You lost your soul, you will never change, A strand of mine wasn't strong enough, You choose this life instead of us How many times they said I'm a fool But it's your child I have faith in you, I always thought one day we'll reunite Leaving here, reaching paradise But now I know it's just a dream, Now I know it will never be, Beautiful completed family, You'll just exist in my dreams [Chorus] Instead of us...