Incomplete

mother, father, look at your little monster, I'm a hero, I'm a zero, I'm the butt of the worst joke in history, I'm a lock without a key, a city with no door, a prayer without faith,a show without a score, I'm a bad word, a wink, a nod, a shiver, an untold story, sex without fury, a creeping gray memory, I am incomplete... doctor, cure me; what is the cause of my condition, this madness shoots me, like bullets smashing glass in silent movie, I'm a trap without a spring, a temple with no god, a jack without an ace, the tip of your tongue, I'm a promise, an unmailed letter, an unbuilt motor, deck without a joker, a creeping gray memory I am incomplete... tell Saint Peter not to bet on me, I am a naked obsession, a good intention gone bad, I am incomplete...