Self Pity Sick

Can I hold You all night long? I feel You shake, a deed so wrong, wrong in my head Vino two for one today Kiss this bleeding curse away Realscapes today Iron in the air, Your tongue in my mouth Twilight-essence hair when the moon goes south A breeze of sugar-breath so sweetly pale, pale as death Blood-copulate her will Her aim my heart to kill Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet Self pity sick, love desire's benefit Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet Self pity sick, feelings blind I starve the daily world aside Wild things leading me tonight But I feel dreamscape die the bygone night denied My soulgates open, streaming tears The money-voice she only hear His aim the pleasure of himself Love and extasy she gave Flowers salty sweet, love desire's benefit Feelings blind, leave this weird place behind I will load You for one kiss untrue I don't open my lips for one loving kiss