Hailie's Song

[Intro - Spoken] Yo, I can't sing it I feel like singin I wanna fuckin sing Cuz i'm happy Yeah, I'm happy Ha Ha I got my baby back Yo, check it out [Verse 1 - Sung] Some days I sit, starin out the window Watchin this world pass me by Sometimes I think theres nothin to live for I almost break down and cry Somtimes I think I'm crazy I'm crazy, oh so crazy Why am I here, am I just wasting my time? But then I see my baby Suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when i look into her eyes [Chorus] Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me [Verse 2 - Sung] My baby girl [Hailie laughs] keeps gettin older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me They just dont see my real side I act like shit don't phase me, Inside it drives me crazy My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby Suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes [Chorus] [Verse 3 - Rapped] Yeah and if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't [censored] (abort her) Now you probly get this picture from my public persona That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma, But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul, And just know that I grow colder the older I grow This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold And this load is like the weight of the world And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up, Or try to live up to these expectations? Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself, But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin hell But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of prohibation I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman Man, I shoulda seen it comin, why'd I stick my penis up it? Woulda ripped the pre-nip up if I'd seen what she was fuckin But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more I got my baby, maybe the only lady that I adore, Hailie So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted It's like the greatest gift you can get The weight has been lifted Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier Nothin' can take her from me [Outro - Spoken] Woo! I told you I can't sing. Oh well, I tried Hailie, 'member when I said If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there? Well guess what? Daddy's here. And I ain't goin nowhere baby I love you! (kiss)