Waste of Time

This troubled heartache won't go away I think there might be something wrong with me I take a deep breath and maybe I'll stop this shaking God please don't forsake me I might be crazy Am I losing my mind? Sometimes I feel like things are getting worse in time If I try will you open my eyes? And make me a part of you like you're a friend of mine Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes You've seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love me like you If I finish what I started and get swept under the carpet I'll still be thankful for all you've done Take a note to remind me that you know where you can find me I'll probably end up right back here again Am I losing my mind? Sometimes I feel like things are getting worse in time If I try will you open my eyes? And make me a part of you like you're a friend of mine Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love... I'll be everything that you want me to except for perfect I'm trying hard just to understand your plan for me I'll be everywhere that you want me to unless I fall I'm just trying to get my life back again Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes You've seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love me... Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes You've seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love me like you