My Reward

Gave up my loving for all that I'm hating Hating the loving I gave Oh terrified by the horrible lies Lies the evil we've made Wake up! I'm sweating, I'm burning, I'm dreading Dreading the life that I hate There was a time when at least I was winning Living a life that's okay Here's my reward for your life That you gave me Let me love you Fear and blame you Let me love you Scar and burn you Started defending, was seeing the ending Started defending, was seeing the ending Finished before it began Came in deceiving, left here believing I am a terrible man Wake up! I'm sweating, I'm burning, I'm dreading Dreading this horrible trend Now that I see that your heart is for loving Why did I break it again?