Square Nothing

For all the times you left me bleeding Clouded, weakened by the haze Cut of my pride, enough to forgive Reconcile, back to square nothing It seems I lost my direction Don't have the strength to let it slip Have no desire for the shore Just let me play here for some time Is this how I want to spend my days? Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia Try to find some peace to destroy These are my sins, I'm heading to fall Never understood though I accepted All the weakness that I discover You gave me a place to hide and lost the key Drowned my head just to see it sink (to the bottom) Spent some quality time with the demon of mine He said I like the way you struggle but you know I'm gonna win Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me