How I Feel

Looks like I made a mess again Heartbreak everywhere I step This fire is getting hot again But I touch the flame 'cause I'm a curious cat Creeping where I don't belong Finding out what I knew all along Crying all alone And it's all my fault, all my fault Yeah, I did it again...again Oh, I'm getting tired of believing Even sicker of pretending That it's not so bad, just wait it out Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again The only good man left wasn't him And that's how I feel right now so just let me be Let me be It seems every time I find a good man He's got a good little wife I'm not jealous but I won't lie I don't want to hear about your wonderful life And babies everywhere I look Trophy wives with their little black books At this rate I'm gonna end up alone It's probably all my fault, all my fault Oh, another dead end:again Oh, I'm getting tired of believing Even sicker of pretending That it's not so bad, just wait it out Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again The only good man left wasn't him And that's how I feel right now Bitter pill that I've swallowed Just how low can my heart sink Fairy tales from so long ago Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know 'Cause I, I'm getting tired of believing I'm through pretending Yeah I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one out Oh I think you're feeding me lies again The only good man left wasn't him And that's how I feel right now How I feel right now How I feel right now How I feel right now Let me be How I feel right now How I feel right now How I feel right now Let me be