Disconnected

Sleeping awake, and awake when I'm sleeping I've gotta dry kind've thirst when drenched On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow I'm not above being under I'm at the brink, though I know that I'm empty I always hide when it's my turn to seek My only belief is not to have faith in believing Before I begin, I'm over [chorus] (Disconnected) Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself (Disconnected) Numb, in pain again, I always backtrack forward Cause all in all, I'm disconnected Quietly loud, while I'm noisily silent Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe Swimming against all of my waves and rapids I only win when I'm losing [chorus] I just wanna live my life sedated Cause I love driving myself away Disfunctionally sane, don't give a damn I can't comprehend what I understand [chorus 2x]