Recent Illusion

How hard can it be To have and to keep What everyone has I walk in the streets The beautiful meet They're starting to laugh I know too much I've seen too much I crave to much I'm out of touch My recent illusion Blurred out my conclusion There's no one for me I can't do it right I can't sleep at night He's all that I see But I want to much Demand too much I crave too much I'm out of touch I aim high, you aim low Oh, ain't that just the way it goes I see sparks, you see none Had I only quit while it was fun Yeah Ooh But I seek too much I try too much Look I cry too much I've lost my touch Think I've lost my touch But it was fun