Alonely

And I'm so afraid I know you're around me And I hear you crying in the wind If I could bring you back If I had the power I'd give you my world, and my life You'd have it all But life is not a game And I know the rules And I know I must follow them every single day I feel that I'm loosing it all There's nothing left to live for I'm ending it all in my dreams It always seems so easy in my sleep I'm all alone Waiting for darkness And I wish the sun would slip away And I still believe that you didn't leave me And I see your shadow in the haze If I could have some peace Ending the nightmare And closing the chapter And join you in your sleep But life is not a game And I know the rules And I know I must follow them every single day I feel that I'm loosing it all There's nothing left to live for I'm ending it all in my dreams And deep inside I knew That there was one part of me That tried to save you from yourself The other let you go and I will Never deny that I was walking on the line Of here and nevermore in selfish pride I feel that I'm loosing it all There's nothing left to live for I'm ending it all in my dreams And it always seems so easy in my sleep.