Crush

I was running out into the cold light Wondering where to go To run away without you All my fear is coming home And it's ripped out from the soul You can't be me I will become you tonight I was wandering under black skies Watching at what is mine No control left to lose Well, I thought that it wouldn't face me But I'm worrying like a child I feel so guilty I'll make it up to you tonight Pictures that I've been dreaming are coming down They're changing my future Visions I had buried underground Returning to the future I was breaking out of my own skin Choking upon release I'm in no state to judge you Scratching itches best left alone Chasing memories I used to own I can't wait till this is over tonight Pictures that I've been dreaming are coming down They're changing my future Visions I had buried underground Returning to the future The nightmares I've been having have arrived They're changing my future The signs of my creation at my door How could you do this to her