New Disease

Now I can take this, everything I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because it's the only thing I have left Blame yourself again for what I didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease