Depression and Anguish

Travels thru my veins poisoning my soul Makes me hate myself, makes my anger blow Suffocates the hope - eats away my will Traps in all the hate - depression And I don't wanna feel this way - but I can't stop it at all And I don't wanna hurt no more - but I can't stop it at all And I don't wanna lie here numb - but I can't stop it at all And I don't wanna have to give in - but I can't stop it at all Depression - it's got me I fought it - it whupped me Depression and anguish the poison's inside me Why can't I just make it end - I'm tired of feeling this way Why can't I just let me be - I'm tired of feeling this way Why can't I just have a break - I'm tired of feeling this way Why can't I just go away - I'm tired of feeling this... Depression and anguish the battle can't take this Depression is poison the damage is all done And I don't deserve this oh, no And I don't wanna feel this no Digs into my heart roots sprout thru my brain Plants it's ugly thoughts growing wild again Shuts all systems off, locks me in a haze Traps in all the hate - depression And I don't have the strength to scream, but here it comes again And I don't have the sense to cry, but here it comes again And I don't have the will to fight, but here it comes again And I don't have the choice to quit, and here it comes again Depression and anguish the battle can't take this Depression is poison the damage is done Depression it's got me I fight it but why me Depression and anguish the poison's inside me