Misery

Here I sit, all alone, in the dark Counting the ways to tear you apart Contemplating why you don't feel bad I guess I wasn't the best that you had You don't even realize I'm barely alive Why don't you feel my pain? Why don't you feel the same? You should be just like me Living in misery As it stands, I can't stand the sight of you But I can't look away no matter what I try to do Smiling vicious, to hide your intentions Unaffected by all my affections It feels just like I'm dying inside I gave it all and you took it away