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Kind of hard Hard to see When you crawl On your hands and your knees With your face In the trough Wait your turn While they finish you off Don't know when it started Don't know how Should have found out Should have happened by now Got these lines On my face After all this time And i still haven't found my place I jump from every rooftop So high so far to fall I feel a million miles away I don't feel any thing at all I wake up On the floor Start it up again Like it matters anymore I don't know If it does Is this really all That there ever was? Put the gun In my mouth Close your eyes Blow my fucking brains out Pretty patterns On the floor That's enough for you But i still need more I jump from every rooftop So high so far to fall I feel a million miles away I don't feel any thing at all