The Line Begins to Blur

There are things that I said I would never do There are fears that I can not believe have come true For my soul is too sick and too little and too late and myself I have grown to weary to hate The more I stay in here The more it's not so clear The more I stay in here The more I disappear As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur There's somebody on top of me I don't know I don't know Isn't anyone stopping me? I don't know I don't know I won't try and hold my breath I don't know I don't know Just how far down can I go I don't know I don't know I don't know As I lie here and stare the fabric starts to tear It's far beyond repair And I don't really care As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur