I Devise My Own Demise

I can't control everything And I can't forget just what I've seen These memories take me away To a better place than I am today I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye) To fade away, fade away alone (motherfuck it, goodbye!) I just want you to take, take me back home To a better place that I've never known That I've never known I can't control everything (death is the only way out!) And I can't forget just what I've seen (death is the only way out!) These memories take me away To a better place that I am today Than I am today ...this life I'm losing (this life I'm losing) I devise my...own demise