My Heart Is a Fist

I surrender; I know I've been a pretender You can have this guilt, this misery, I wear so well I wave my flag, I sound the alarm Somebody stop me before I do any harm I surrender; I know I've been a pretender I'm living a dead life; I'm staring into the headlights Of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind, tonight Crash and burn, S.O.S., somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life I'm burning under the spotlight My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again Take a look at these hollow eyes, one last look before I say goodbye To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like I never escape So watch me fall from grace, watch me carve my hate In the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape my fate My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me You don't notice me You don't notice me You don't notice me I'm screaming while I pray While I pray While I pray You don't notice me I'm sick of you, God I'm done with you I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again