If Ever Feel Better

They say an end can be a start, Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive, It's like a bad day that never ends, I feel the chaos around me. A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore, I don't even know what love is, Too many tears have had to fall, Don't you know I'm so tired of it all, I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell, Whatever it is it can't be named, There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever, To be brilliant or superior, True like ice, true like fire, Now I know that a breeze can blow me away, Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory, I'm losing my balance on the tight rope, Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you, You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know Hang on to the good days I can lean on my friends, They help me going through hard times But I'm feeding the enemy, I'm in league with the foe, Blame me for what's happening, I can't try, I can't try, I can't try... No one knows the hard times I went through If happiness came I missed the call The stormy days ain't over, I've tried and lost,now I think that I pay the cost, Now I've watched all my castles fall, They were made of dust, after all, Someday all this mess will make me laugh, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you, You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know It's like somebody took my place, I ain't even playing my own game, The rules have changed well I didn't know There are things in my life I can't control, I feel the chaos around me, A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There's a part of my life that will go away Dark is the night, cold is the ground In the circular solitude of my heart As one who strives a hill to climb, I am sure I'll come through I don't know how They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive I'm losing my balance on the tight rope, Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you, You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know