Fear of a Blank Planet

Sunlight coming through the haze No gaps in the blinds To let it inside The bed is unmade, some music still plays TV, yeah it's always on A flicker of the screen A movie actor screams I'm basking in the shit flowing out of it I'm stoned in the mall again Terminally bored Shuffling around the stores And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing Xbox is a god to me My finger on the switch My mother is a bitch My father gave up ever trying to talk to me Don't try engaging me The vaguest of shrugs The prescription drugs You'll never find a person inside My face is smothered on Curiosity is good enough for me I'm tuning out his eyes Pills are on the rise How can I be sure I'm here? The pills that I've been taking confuse me I need to know that someone sees that There's nothing left, I simply am not here I'm through with pornography The acting is lame The action is tame Explicitly dull, or rather a lull Your mouth should be boarded up Talking all day with nothing to say Your shallow proclamations All misinformation My friend says he wants to die He's in a band, they sound like Pearl Jam Their clothes are all black The music is crap In school I don't concentrate And sex is kinda fun, but just another one Of all the empty ways of using up the day How can I be sure I'm here? The pills that I've been taking confuse me I need to know that someone sees that There's nothing left, I simply am not here Bipolar disorder Can't be any boarder Bipolar disorder Can't be any boarder Don't try to be liked You don't mind You feel no sun You steal a gun To kill time You're somewhere You're no where You don't care You catch the breeze It still relieves So now where?