November

Fragile leaves hit the ground. The cold air drifts into my lungs. I see your face through the fog. Reminds me of the dreams you lost. I can see it in your eyes. You're broken down; Your hands are tied. I can feel it in my side. Over and over and over I've tried. You're broken down; I can see it in your eyes. You're broken down; Your hands are tied. And I know you cannot hide. Over and over and over I've tried. It broke my heart. [It felt so good to see you]. I've never been one to [put my trust in.] When did I become so weak, [or have I always been?] I can't put all this back in place.[back in place] I can see it in your eyes. You're broken down; Your hands are tied. I can feel it in my side. Over and over and over I've tried. You're broken down; I can see it in your eyes. You're broken down; Your hands are tied. And I know you cannot hide. Over and over and over I've tried. This gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit. [I fear that all my cries fell upon deaf ears]. [I caress flesh with severed nerves.] [I go veiled in darkness and disease.] [This november swallows me whole.] [And this may be the closest thing that you'll ever receive to an apology] [I close my eyes and I can see you dead.]