Fingernails

Never reaching what I want to reach Never being who I want to be Blaming me when I fall and fail All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails Under my fingernails I'm empty, lonely and accused Accused without a word My fingernails, are chipping down, from clawing in the dirt I'm so lost, lost and confused I threw it all away How can I, be beautiful, when I am so afraid! Never reaching what I want to reach Never being who I want to be Blaming me when I fall and fail All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails All my dreams out of reach, under my fingernails I watch it all slip through my hands My brokenness revealed I'm so proud, I'm so proud, I'm crying to be filled I'm killing, distroying the pain, that's killing me away I've got to live, I've got to love, like I am unafraid Never reaching what I want to reach Never being who I want to be Blaming me when I fall and fail All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails Never reaching what I want to reach Never being who I want to be Blaming me when I fall and fail All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails All my dreams out of reach, under my fingernails I'm wasting, wasting every moment I want to be tasting, tasting every moment with you I'm suffering, I'm bleeding, on my knees Who's gonna save me Suffering, bleeding Save me from this pit of frailty Never reaching what I want to reach! Never being who I want to be Blaming me when I fall and fail All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails Never reaching what I want to reach Never being who I want to be Blaming me when I fall and fail All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails All my dreams out of reach, under my fingernails Never reaching me!