My Own Life

My father said to load that gun And keep the devil from the door Don't be tempted by the words he says I found a way to break the cycle Initiated something vital But to the ocean, it was only rain So rain on me (rain on me) So rain on me (rain on me) Bombs are going off in my mind To ban the places I can hide Quicker now, I better think twice Start a new life Fate is kicking down the door But I don't live there anymore Destiny, it needs your advice I'm starting a new life What'cha gonna do when you've taken my breath away Maybe die young isn't all it's ment to be Until then I could just rewind My life back to the beginning Pause, press forward, that's too easy Push stop the moment I can see the smoke My own life, it's my own life Bombs are going off in my mind Take a deep look in my eyes What'cha see, do I seem fine? I'll start a new.. Fate is knocking at the door But I don't live there anymore Destiny, it needs some advice What shall I do? I'm starting a new life It's my own life, it's my own life I've started the new life It's my own life, It's my own life I've started the new life